so life is going very well currently.
im attempting to get a job in new orleans...
while its scary to consider moving far away, its exciting.
its a little adventure for me.... and we all know how i love adventures!
miki and jared will probably go with me if i get the job, so thats wonderful!
im hoping someone else might come as well.... but, we'll see!!
i dont want to jinx it though.

&& on top of that BARACK OBAMA is going to be president!!!
i am soooo thrilled about that. he is going to be the most amazing president. mark my words!
he is soooo inspirational!
i cant wait to get rid of the crappy dubya and bring in obama-rama!

now all i need is for the jags to win the super bowl and then 2008 will go down in my books as AMAZING!

xx- j

i want this. so why is this so hard sometimes?

If ever you want to see how much I want you I’ll give you everything
If ever you need to see how much I need you tell me that you
Think about me thinking of you wondering just how much I love you
I will show you once you let me through

If ever you seem to admit that you need me too I’ll hang on every word
If ever you start to see how slowly you’re killing me, and how deep a man can
Hurt. I’m falling further under every spell you’ve put me under
Don’t release me, make me cry for you – ‘cause every time you do

I don’t want to go home (3)
Alone.

its down right annoying when you do something nice and get bitched at like you had ulterior motives.
especially when its the first fucking conversation you have in the day.
blah. sooo rude. im thinking situations as such might become issues.
im not really down with attitudes for no reason. i mean really.
it appears that conversation is skipped and asshole accusations and smart ass comments are the way to go.
i hope that changes. cause, its too early to be thinking you're an asshole.
uhhh... maybe im just in a bad mood. or maybe, just maybe... its YOU.

i have decided to take a break from the party scene. for a few weeks.
i am skipping halloween and fl/ga this year for some much needed r&r.
the last couple of nights have been absolute ridiculousness for me and i need to chill out.
there are times when i am drunk that i resemble someone opposite of who i am and who i want to be.
... i dont like that. so, until my birthday weekend i will be 100% sober.
i need a break and i need to focus on whats really important in my life.

xxx
-j

the sky will never look the same again
'till you show me how it could be.

oh my goodness.
yesterday was so fun.
after work i went to ale house with some of my work friends and had several $1 margaritas!
then i went to the beach with jessie and we hung out at the OCEAN CLUB forever and it was actually fucking fun!
we hung out in the dj booth with wes all night long! great times!
then we went to eddie b's and hung out with her new irish beau and his friends.
after which we went to jessicas and by this point i was fucking exhausted.
i had only had 3 hours of sleep the night before and i was about to pass out!!
so i called it an "early" night... if 3AM is early... hahaha.

tonight, i am going to spend the evening at the atlantic because wes will be spinning the 80's all night and there is nothing i love more then gettin' down to 80's tunes with a far SUPERIOR dj then that the ATL usually has lately. haha.

ANYWAYS- holler at your girl, bitches.

today was such a weird day.
work was insane-style busy.
and then in my first class tonight, i literally thought i was going to pass out.
i skipped my last class cause i just needed to come home. && now i feel just fine.
weirdddddddd. then when i got home i got a call from the dermatologist saying i needed to come in and get looked at again because one of the moles they removed had mild atypia..
which when i googled it-- it seems like a lot of people get this and it is nothing at all.
so im not concerned. i just dont want any more moles removed because that shit leaves ugly scars.
i look like someone burned me with a cigarette or something. blahh.
so this weekend, jared brought me zelda for my wii and it is sooo fun and addictive. i love it.
( yes, i am a nerd... so what.)

i also was updating my myspace calendar and i thought of all the fun stuff coming up for me...

halloween party at my house
my 23rd birthday
thanksgiving dinner for friends at my house
ugly sweater christmas party and dinner at my house
mardi gras in feb
savannah for st pattys in march
maybe las vegas at some point in the spring

i'm excited. thats a lot of fun stuff going on there.
now all i need is to win the lottery so i can afford everything! hah.

<3

yesterday was a blast.
i went to the jack and tailgated with the crew!
played some serious FLIP CUP and lost an insane amount of times at beer pong.
i was shit faced but since i couldnt drink the last part of the game... when i got home, i was hungoverrrrrr with a headache and everything.
so now, i feel right as rain!

i think today im going to sit at home and play video games ALLLLLL day.
jealous?!?!

oh, and RIP camera.
we had good times together.
ahah. :)

last night was amazing.
as you may or may not know, i've been having the WORST time sleeping.
but last night, i laid in bed and watched paula deen on tv and fell asleep and didnt wake up until 8.30 this morning!
that was like 12 hours asleep.
it was so glorious.
i feel fucking awesome today.


so tonight we are going out all dressed up.
feel free to join. its going to be fabulous.
holler.

hm, i know im supposed to be enjoying this whole single bit, but..
i cant help but be a little disappointed at my most recent "interest"..
i cant believe i havent even gotten a phone call or anything.
i guess the good thing is-- i have my answer now. he's NOT INTERESTED.
which is better than being confused, right?

uhhh--- off that subject because other than that... life is grand.
i know that sounds like im sad or whatev but I'm really not at all!
im having a good time with my friends and in school.
i wrote my first two philosophy papers and im nervous!
i hope i do well. this weekend is going to be a good one!
the jags play the steelers sunday so that is ALWAYS good!
can't wait!

well i am going to watch paula deen and take a nap! haha.

and i fucking love that shit.
bahaha.

yesterday was seriously fucking amazing.
i woke up at 7.30... showered, packed my car, and drove up to the jack for tailgating.
i parked up there with tara and her crew and opened my sparks at 9.30AM.
my first game of beer pong was at 10.05.
my hunch punch was a huge success (thanks jared)
but it ripped us all to pieces.
i got seriously ridiculous yesterday and i love it.
talk about a sunday funday.
thank goodness this week i have monday off so i have no worries.
i think we are doing an 8 hour tailgate this time.

GANGSTAR!

<3

Soo, my friday night was all too fab!
I hung out with my beautiful tBEX and jMONEY.
I met up with tBEX and we went to Pacos with Bryce.
Matt Stills was up there and he was really good. (SIT ON MY FACE!)hahahah

Then we went to Eddies and said hey to my favorite, CHRIS!
It was like 12.30 so Bryce taught us a drinking game to play at the BARS so we could drink faster and get drunkkkk wayy faster and it was SOOOooOoOOO fun!
I have a feeling we'll be playing that shit WAY more often!
I've been using my maneater stare which tBEX has been teaching me, LOL!
GANGSTERRRR.

After Eddies we went to a house party on Seminole and it was great!
I pulled out my new avihaters (thanks jamesy poo!) and drank the goose all night long!
I loved it!

Now I wonder, will I be responsible tonight and stay home!?!?!?!?!??!

.... PROBABLY not.

WOW. Last night was definitely fun.
I've absolutely not had a night like that in foreverrrr.
I was up until like sunrise. :)
It was so silly and so fabulous.
I think I'm beginning to figure out my magnet...heh...

RAWR!

xxx-j

Ahh! There has been soo much going on in life since I last posted.
I completely take back my previous post... that was a drunken over-reaction.

:) I have been having the most amazing time with the most amazing people.
I'm so thankful for the friends I have in my life.
I truly would be lost without them.
I've also been meeting some fabulous new people and meeting up with people I havent spent time with in forever!
It's been bringing about a lot of memories. ♥

I've also had a little enlightenment about a certain person who is back in my life.
We are like magnets... and I am curious why there has always been this constant pull.
It's intriguing and exciting.

As far as work and school go, things are good there. I got an 85 on my very first essay at UNF! YAY! I had a few awkward places which brought me down off that A but I am gonna get it next time!!!

I cant wait for this weekend. It's going to be so fetch.
Thursday: Dancing at ATL
Friday: Going out on the town enjoying drunken debauchery
Saturday: Thrifting, Sewing, Grocery Shopping ... quiet night due to big day on Sunday
Sunday: Tailgating from 9.30-1.00 for the game and then post tailgating... GO JAGS!

I'm stoked. It's going to be fabulous.



xxx- j

i am so completely sick today..
i drank liquor last night and i am suffering from it today
i dont think i will be drinking liquor anymore
i guess i am too old for it these days
im going to stick with my beer
because i sure do hate wasting the day away...


blahh.
last night was grand though.

so, i went out last night for ladies night with jessie
and no one was there, lame
it was pretty fun though... not too bad
i think miki, jared, and i are going out this evening
dont know what we're doing
but, it should be fun

so, in october... 17,18,19
im making plans for a group of us to hit orlando
17- bars
18- universal coasters and then that night horror nights
19- home

it should be fab. if you wanna come just holler!
ciao.

xxx-j

So, I edited a few recent entries and by edited
I mean deleted. Oh well. I didn't like them or feel that way anymore.

Anyway,

Today I worked... and after work I went to the beach with Miki and Sarah
it was fun, we found seashells and hopefully i got a tiny tan.
I got to see baby Ollie today, who is GORGEOUS and so fun.
She's the coolest baby evuhhhh...
I'm looking forward to the weekend... hoping I have friday off due to the "hurricane"...
which would be cool because I am going to go dancing at ATL tomorrow night with Jessie and I will be oh so sleepy friday AM.
this weekend, i may or may not hit the beach area for some fun... but... who knows!
ohh... and SUNDAY... my BELOVED jags play their FIRST game.
I am SOOOOO STOKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love my JAGS!! WHHOOO!

Well, I could stay on here forevs but I've gotta go READ for class! :)
~ MUAH

xxx-j

The world is spinning way too fast.
The entire human race, will float into space.
So fill your shoes with cement,
And kiss the ones you love,
With reckless abandonment.

im so tired of the bullshit.

friday was outrageous fun.
that was definitely the most drunk ive gotten in a WHILE.
i puked until 1 the next day, but then felt SUPER.
that definitely marks the first time in like a year that people had to take care of me.
haha.

im very excited about friday.
its my alaskan sues 21st birthday.
we're celebrating at the bars so anyone who wants to join, SHOULD. it will be outrageous.
there will also be something NEW you might notice about me on friday, if you see me!
but, im not telling what! see for yourself fools!


countdown to st pattys: 2 weeks!

CHEERS!
xxx-j